In disgrace;

You might think it awfully shallow of me to say this. But I need to lose weight. Yes I am aware that I'm not fat and that weight should not be an issue for me. Nonetheless, when you are around people I hang out with, you tend to feel self conscious from time to time.

Allow me to clarify;
Kim is 40kg. Timur is 44kg. Shareena is 45kg.
Ashwin is 40kg. Arvind is 44kg. Freddie is 49kg. And they are from the male gender. Enough said.

I suppose I should be confident in myself. And not allow this to affect me whatsoever.
But sometimes, it's just to make yourself feel better.
You get me?