Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Lipstick marks won't break my heart.

Happy thoughts that start with the letter T;
Taboo
Trolleys
Trampoline
Trees
Trumpets
Tandoori
Taliban (Prasad!)
Tango
Thesaurus
Tomatoes
Trailers
Trivia
Tudors
aaand Timur.
:)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Till the smithereens are in smithereens.

Who swims for the sole purpose of taking pool shots? Certainly not Timur and I.
Who has hilarious love quarrels? By no means Nik and Timur.
Who plays Pictionary at La Bodega Lounge from 11 to 2 in the morning? Neither Bow, Kim, Tim, Nik or I would do such a thing.
Who has a nosebleed in the midst of a Pictionary game? Definitely not Bow.
Who wakes up in the middle of the night at a sleepover to move to the living room couch for better sleep? Not me.
Who treats her boyfriend's jersey like a puppy? Never in the world Timur.
Who laughed hysterically when she couldn't find the jersey? Absolutely not Kim or I.
Who hid the jersey in the first place? Oh yeah that was Kim and I.

A prisoner's song unsung.

I asked Timur a question today, what she sees Kim and I doing in the future. Why I would ask her such a question is simple enough, she's one of the most comtemplative and pensive person I've met. She looked at Kim, and said that she sees her in an early marriage, while Kim responded with a single noun, "Bitch." We laughed, then it was my turn, and nothing. Because she couldn't answer.

Truth is, I didn't know either. I never know. I'm stubborn, fickle-minded, unaware, and childish. Occasionally, I consider several options for my future but in the end, I possess nothing. I possess nothing but fear. Nothing but fear to guide me the way. I pretend to grasp knowledge I cannot begin to apprehend. I pretend to be certain of what lies ahead. But I don't. I foolishly attempted to weave an illusion to deceit myself, and it is unfolding. So rapidly it haunts the edges of my mind, constantly reminding me that in the future, I will have no one but myself to blame.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Don't let the sky scare you.

This is my cousin. His name is Joshua Yap. He turned 5 years old in August this year. He really likes the Pixar movie "Cars". He has dimples on his cheeks. He gets sick quite easily.
Yeap that's pretty much all I know about him.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

And the stars will lead us home.

He who wonders discovers that this in itself is wonder.
- M.C. Escher

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Slightly bruised, speckled and dinged on the side.

If Heaven have not mercy,


















A Port Dickson trip with Myanmar refugees. It gave me a new perspective :)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Therefore matters soon assumed vivid and definite shape;

This was one of the first pictures I took with my DSLR Camera. I was fooling around with the settings and thoroughly annoying my parents, then out came this.
Here's a secret;
Truthfully, I am inexplicably afraid of growing old and helpless to the point where I intend to die young instead. See you on the other side I suppose :)