In disgrace;

You might think it awfully shallow of me to say this. But I need to lose weight. Yes I am aware that I'm not fat and that weight should not be an issue for me. Nonetheless, when you are around people I hang out with, you tend to feel self conscious from time to time.

Allow me to clarify;
Kim is 40kg. Timur is 44kg. Shareena is 45kg.
Ashwin is 40kg. Arvind is 44kg. Freddie is 49kg. And they are from the male gender. Enough said.

I suppose I should be confident in myself. And not allow this to affect me whatsoever.
But sometimes, it's just to make yourself feel better.
You get me?

Paperweight on my back

They always say that the revelation of how important someone is only comes after they're no longer by your side.
But no matter how much I try, I can't seem to remember, no less imagine my mother not being there for me. It leaves me in awe how she manages to stay by me even through the countless times I've aggavated her. And yes, I've aggravated, exasperated, annoyed, irked, peeved, provoked, irratated and angered her one too many times.
Hence, would there be meaning if I apologised for the hard times I gave her and thanked her for staying by my side? Would the words in my voice make a difference? I somehow doubt so. So now what?

Pressing letters to lips

I smile at the fact that our chemistry experiment was an epic fail.
I shudder at the thought of our pink concert costumes.
I crinkle my nose in delight because there were Big Apple doughnuts under her desk.
I sigh at the fact that Physics is still incomprehensible to me.
I laugh when I remember how he tried to use his mental energy to open a tight lid.
I lament on how we all still have issues with each other.
I crack up when he just decided to sit on the lid instead.
I dislike that we have to lie and slide on the dirty classroom floor.
I grin when I saw them little kids dancing.

Oh school.

Overcast skies and lullabies.

Kaleidoscope of colours that prove to me

Because we're family.

Sleeping with the wolves tonight

I met him on the first day I was in Japan. And I already love him (:

The ground gives way to you

When I look into your eyes, all I see is my reflection in your pupils.
Your sincerity and deceit obscured to me. Your genuine feelings overshadowed by the words in your voice. Confusion and chagrin surround my mind when I hear your muted anwers to my questions. Leaving me helpless and wondering 'Who in hell said that the eyes were the windows to the soul?'

To fear the morning light

I've always thought that,
When you're at the lowest point in your life, the only direction it can move is upwards.
Now I'm just asking myself when it's going to start moving.

Said then th’ omnific word

Doesn't lol look like a drowning man to you?